Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Blessings From the Childhood Bully

I was walking down a road to get home. As I was walking I met one of the boys from my youth who were one of the more extreme participants in picking on me. I approached him and he smiled at me. I asked him what he was doing now, and he said he was an exploder of sorts. Immediately when he said that, I saw him and Kevin James (the guy from King of Queens) attach all these explosives to the roof of the cave. I realized that they were blowing themselves upwards towards the surface, and I saw how they created explosions so that large portions of the ceiling would fall down. I “zoomed” in on the explosives and next to them I saw several gift-wrapped presents also attached. The man from my youth and Kevin James lit the fuse, and they ran off in opposite directions with a smile on their face. It feels as though they are so proud of what they’ve done and that they did it out of love.

Notes:
This dream is so beautiful. I feel very strongly that it's showing me the people who "picked on" me when I was little, and showing me their function. That they create this explosive "cave in" of darkness on the way "up" to the light, and that the explosions are gifts in themselves, or bring gifts.The King of Queens, the Heart, creates these explosions through childhood trauma.

I welcome any and all opinions as to what this dream may suggest. If you see another depth, another layer, to this dream, or if you have another feeling about it, please share.

1 comment:

  1. Hi Martin,

    Good post! I enjoyed reading about your dream and I can relate. We will all help each other through:) love, Marie

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